Author: Contessa Brown

  • Facebook Poem

    Facebook Poem

    This once was going to be

    A Facebook status
    Like the word bank of words I anticipate to use
    Words I come across while reading academically and occasionally for leisure 
    There is a few words I choose to never include in my everyday vernacular
    See these words people think are so spectacular as to revolutionize falling 
    revitalizing these lifeless words 
    however these words should have 
    never been resurrected let alone created

    Nigga

    formerly known as a nigger, never an ancestor or Negus
    the root deriving from insecurity of not knowing how to tame our greatness
    So instead they degraded our ancestors and labeled us less than
    Why today do we think it’s okay to put an attenuated clearance tag on a word that was meant to already reduce our worth?

    Bitch

    Formerly known to describe a female canine
    But somehow this word became benign yet bold 
    With venomous energy to exclaim ultimate disgust and belittlement
    whether to describe a woman who exerts too much power or a man who who exerts none
    Has somehow become to some type of degree of honor
    Oft expression of 
    biiiiiiiiitch yaaaaaaas

    NO
    Stop adopting atrocious words to lace lack of linguistic creativity

    NO
    We are not becoming too sensitive 
    We are speaking UP and demanding that you call us by our name and by not our circumstance, condition and emotions
    You too should demand the same for yourself

    Crazy
    Formerly known to describe something abnormal 
    Creating chaotic stigmatism and characters
    Rather getting to the root of understanding 
    Labeling was easier
    Now we throw around the word like F-bombs
    Not understanding the trigger of the traumatic word has on those who were deemed and screamed crazy

    NO
    We are not becoming too sensitive 
    We are speaking UP and demanding that you call us by our name and by not our circumstance, condition and emotions
    You too should demand the same for yourself

    Gay
    A word formerly known to describe joy
    Somehow became synonymous to weakness
    As affection and femininity is somehow a disease
    Someone’s sexuality equates to one’s strength
    Or lack thereof

    NO
    We are not becoming too sensitive 
    We are speaking UP and demanding that you call us by our name and by not our circumstance, condition and emotions
    You too should demand the same for yourself

    Proverbs 31:8-9 says, “Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy.”

    Just to think

    This once was going to be

    A Facebook status

  • Dear Black Brotha: Part Deux

    Dear Black Brotha: Part Deux

    For the longest time

    I was not your ally

    Because of a lie of anotha brotha

    You are you brother’s keeper,

    But, not his keeper of debts and wrongdoing

    I apologize for painting you with

    Broad paint brushes

    Rather taking the time to sketch your mind

    And heart

    Rather than lean in closer

    I closed my heart

    How can I not love you?

    That is like saying I don’t love me.

    Projecting my pain and turning into

    Great disdain

    Rather than showing you another way 

    You saw the remnant of an angry black woman

    Belittled, emotionally

    Beaten, mentally

    You saw me before the balm of healing

    On my heart

    On my eyes

    Now, I see you

    I really see you

    Where normally would ask for an apology

    For the symptomology you express

    Due to life’s indiscretions

    A.K.A Hard Knock Life Lesson

    Now this is not to excuse behavior

    But, I now understand that these are

    Just some of the symptoms to the deck of cards life has dealt you

    You can’t

    Jog

    Walk

    Breathe

    Or even have some damn Skittles!!

    BMW currently stands for

    Black

    Man

    Worn down

    They want you down

    We want you up

    So you can remain a 

    Black Man

    Winning

    The only arrest we want to see is someone to rapture and care for your hearts

    Love you into healing

    So, not only does Black Lives Matter

    But 

    Black 

    Love

    Matters

    How can I continue to breathe?

    Without saying,

    Dear Black Brotha,

    I LOVE you.